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Kiku

by The Parlor

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1.
Soon 05:19
Dreams are misleading when they're not meant to be No baby between us, playing wait and see for another life Another moon, another life Someday soon Saying soon, soon but it never comes Take you out to the city in the night A couple with a child looks like you and I in another life Another moon, another life Someday soon Saying soon, soon but it never comes Soon like a flower on a wire growing on and on and on and on Someday you'll bloom as a kiku Saying soon, saying soon, soon but it never comes The clock is ticking
2.
You 04:42
Look in the mirror again I haven't changed nearly enough Look at the photographs again There is a mother with her child Ooh to be you Believe and it will come There's a heart in my chest But I'm worried cause I can't feel my hands again You are young and alive You share your heart like it's god damn easy You have so many friends But you're fucking fake With your flower bouquets Ooh to be you Believe and it will come There's a heart in my chest But I'm worried cause I can't feel my hands again Try again
3.
In 03:26
Do you believe in me Cause I believe in you and there's nothing anybody can do I offer you my hand The dust in my fingertips is made up of pieces of you Are you in are you out? Are you in are you out? Put your clothes on It's a new dawn Are you in are you out?
4.
Superbloom 04:59
Across the desert cactuses are in flower There's green out in the mountains And the creeks are full of water Never say never The desert knows how to wait Some things you can't escape A break in the weather For the first time in forever Driving together And starting to feel better Never say never The desert knows how to wait Some things you can't escape Fate You will bloom when you were meant to Keep the faith Superbloom out in the desert is saying 'Hey, hey, it's okay.'
5.
Blind 03:16
We keep getting all hung up on the child Losing all our confidence in style Because we only go out driving When the sun is in our eyes Somewhere new, somewhere far, ‘til we’re blind Catskill mountain highway Take me somewhere past the hills And the shadows that we’re casting Growing long across the Kills Forever in the evening in the chill Somewhere new, somewhere far, ‘til we’re blind
6.
Lies 02:30
However real your memory seems It comes from the same place as your fantasies and dreams And before you were alive You formed as a tear in your mother's eye Walking through her tattered gardens And swearing under her breath While she cried, that some flowers lie
7.
Eyes 05:15
I'll ride a shooting star into your mind And it won't explode until you're mine I'll sing a Sunday service in your soul I'll redefine with you what's rock and roll It's in your eyes You'll eat a fresh and raw sunflower seed Which will begin to grow in your belly It will climb up your throat out through your mouth To bloom so bright and golden when you shout It's in your eyes
8.
Something 03:46
I write you messages and receive no response The enduring chill, my mouth is dry with want No drink that passes my lips ever calms my shakes So I sit and wait for the day when you say something Something, anything will do, I’m waiting for you When I call out across a quarry I hear my voice in return It confirms my existence: ego, echo, in turn This wall of rock, it won’t reply I’m not sure why I try to make you say something that proves that I am something Something, anything will do, I’m waiting for you
9.
Deep 05:15
Some signs of time surround your eyes From a life of smiles and a life of cries I see no lies, only belief I know you see a home inside of me I don't know anyone, I don't know anyone, so deep We'll go away, I know of the place A view of sunset at the end of the day Beside a lake, above a bay, and in the shade a dark angel waits I don't know anyone, I don't know anyone, so deep I know by looking at your face your emotional state Whatever's lurking in the shade knows nothing about you babe
10.
Trust 05:49
Your hand on my arm, electric through my sleeve There's no need to disarm, I won't ever leave We walk through an empty house to where you dream your dreams your pillow and your mouth are softer than they seem Repeat with me these movements Let love unfold in rhyme Our heartbeats will align in vibrations in time We'll open a door to somewhere and reach across and feel around together for the tiny little hand, half yours, half mine Trust in love and time Trust in love and time

about

Multi-instrumentalist producer-songwriters Jen O’Connor and Eric Krans explore new sound palettes for their intimate brand of dreamy, dark artful indie anti-pop. Kiku is also a deeply personal concept record for The Parlor. Kiku, the Japanese word for chrysanthemum, began blooming in Krans and O'Connor’s farmhouse garden immediately following their second miscarriage, and so became a symbol of their grief, despair, resilience and faith. "Kiku grew into something we never anticipated.” What started only as vague sounds or plucked songs, grew unexpectedly into a kind of synth-folk chamber-pop. As the couple grieved, they wrote, and as they recorded they felt themselves “reaching out across the plane of the living and the dead where we stumbled upon the tiny hand of the soul we lost. We brought a piece of her, of Kiku, back with us.” It was as if Kiku shared her spirit through the creation of her eponymous requiem.

Throughout their progression from indie-folk, to stomp and clap trance-folk, to “campfire disco” -as Pitchfork described their sophomore release, Wahzu Wahzu -The Parlor continues to experiment with new instrumentation and blend their set of genre and stylistic songwriting influences. Kiku is their first foray into triggered samples and orchestral synth soundscaping. It sounds moodier, gloomier and more anxious than The Parlor's previous music. It also feels simultaneously relaxed and playful in a way that balances the album's heaviness with a showy bloom; an elaborate floral display. It's a serious, and even sometimes sexy indie-pop drama; a confession of two lovers trying over and over again. As the album's final song fades off into the ether, Kiku comes into focus as a diary of one couple's private and lonely struggle with multiple miscarriage, and their determination not to allow the associated stigmas to silence them.

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released April 13, 2018

The Parlor is Jen O'Connor + Eric Krans
Recorded in the parlor of The Kirk Estate
written, arranged + recorded by Jen O'Connor + Eric Krans
mixed and mastered by Troy Pohl
produced by Jen O'Connor + Eric Krans
cover art by Jane Beaird
album design by Eric Krans
c 2018 The Parlor
www.theparlormusic.com

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The Parlor Albany, New York

Neo-psychedelic dream-pop. A project by husband and wife: Eric Krans and Jen O’Connor, named after a room in the 19th century farmhouse where they live, farm, and create. The multi-instrumentalist, producer-composers make immersive art-pop soundscapes through which they share their lived experience. ... more

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